Tuesday, November 10, 2009

lesson for today, one:

im sorry... other than to my friends, to my mom, to my family and to myself and God. Im sorry, to the one person in the world i never thought of hurting.. i have realized one thing... however much i keep telling myself that i am an angel and that i strive to be good with a halo... im not, was never... without it i am nothing, that is why i strive to be good... it is the only thing i have left... honestly... But i realized that ican never be... it is a fact i am acknowledging.. i must live with myself.. and whoever i am...

there is no way in this world that one can possibly not hurt anyone, it breaks my heart to know that, my ignorance has caused hurt, i was too pre occupied trying too hard not to cause trouble for anyone, either way i still did it... i will be hurting many more people in the future with or without my knowledge, i would have to accept that i am just human... :(

im sorry... i never thought nor imagined that i have hurt you... i never meant to... im sorry di...

this episode in my life has caused far too many hurt already, i hope it doesn't reach the point of hurting my mother, i just can't bear it anymore if that should happen... this better produce a better me... im sorry...

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